At my twins’ funeral, I stood in front of two small white coffins that felt too light, too unreal, as if they didn’t belong to anything that had actually happened. My sons were supposed to be here, not silence. Not this ending I couldn’t accept.
The morning my twins were laid to rest arrived under a sky so heavy with clouds it felt like even the world was mourning with me. Everything around me seemed muted, distant, unreal, as though I were walking through a life that no longer belonged to me. Two small white coffins rested before the altar. … Read more